So it's been about 15 minutes since my first posting. I have updated my profile and am still about 100 minutes from getting out of here. I do have some work to finish before I leave, but it's only going to take me about 15 minutes to get it done. I know I could take my sweet time with that 15 minutes worth of work, but my astounding work ethic requires that when I work, it's %100. With all this downtime of doing %00 work, it averages out to about %1 altogether.
I do have a topic to discuss with myself and whatever sad soul runs across this blog. Lemme tell you, only thing sadder than a blogger who blogs because of pure boredom, is the blog reader of said blogger... but I digress as I often do and will do.
This weekend, I meet up with friends from high school. Since I came down to UCSD, even a year or two before, my contact with high school friends went down to absolute zero. I used to blame them entirely but, although some people do deserve that blame (and they know who they are...) I realized how inaccessible I have become as well. I've been either working full-time, in school full time or some sick mixture of both. A couple weeks, I swore off high school friends for good, but now I think I've changed my mind for at least a few exceptions. Some of those numb-skulls are still worth it.
Still, as far as the friendships where the other party takes full blame, I am sad just because I put so much of myself out there. I risked being and ended up becoming the losery friend who always emails or calls or tries to contact despite the constant rejection. My consolation is that I know and they know I tried. If any of you douche-bags are reading this, I will not reach out anymore, but know that if you ever need me, I'll be there if you ask, just 'cause we were close at some point in time. Friendship will always override their own douche-bag-ery. Not that any of you will read this, 'cause your a bunch of douche-bags! Ha ha. That felt real good to get out.
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